Lately it feels like I can't move without feeling myself bumping into an imaginary walls. I want to scream so loud, I want to cry and shake and rage against the world and my limitations. I want to reach towards to the sky and never give up but I feel trapped on this level, I feel trapped within this area of my life. I want more and more and yet I find myself tripping up and falling over more often then I should.
It's not right to feel so out of control and lost. I should know who I am by now, or at least have some sort of idea, but I don't. I know nothing and everything terrifies me. Somehow I need to find a way to reach myself again...somehow I need to find a way to be me.
Till Next Time... xx